it seems that today is a very blue & black monday for me. mood is very down & bad now! dunno is it purely mood swing or it is due to work. i'm getting less and less motivated each day and i feel like changing a new job! but now, it's impossible. maybe i should feel lucky enough that i'm still have a job in this current situation out there. it proves that when one is in a bad mood, everything you do seems wrong. for me, i can even ordered the wrong pasta for lunch. wanted to eat something nice to cheer myself up, but ended up eating a not-so-nice pasta! arrgh~!

to make matter worse? i had to wear my specs to work coz of an irritated left eye when i was preparing for work. it turned red IMMEDIATELY when i was applying concealer due to an unknown itch on my lowerlid. i had to take out my lens to prevent it from worsening further and viola, it's wearing of specs to work. ARRGH~!!!! when i reach office? my eye was completely cleared!! damn it.... it's just not my day ain't it? and it's my first day of the monthly cycle! it's just making everything worse.....!

still have lessons to attend tonight! hope my mood will be better soon!!

updates @ 2.16pm: now it's my right eye's turn! the lowerlid is swelling for no reasons~! arrgh!! have already taken the medication and i hope it'll reduce the swell soon! *prays hard* i can practically feel it swelling bigger and bigger......

what's happening to me today?! =(

it seems that today is a very blue & black monday for me. mood is very down & bad now! dunno is it purely mood swing or it is due to work. i'm getting less and less motivated each day and i feel like changing a new job! but now, it's impossible. maybe i should feel lucky enough that i'm still have a job in this current situation out there. it proves that when one is in a bad mood, everything you do seems wrong. for me, i can even ordered the wrong pasta for lunch. wanted to eat something nice to cheer myself up, but ended up eating a not-so-nice pasta! arrgh~!

to make matter worse? i had to wear my specs to work coz of an irritated left eye when i was preparing for work. it turned red IMMEDIATELY when i was applying concealer due to an unknown itch on my lowerlid. i had to take out my lens to prevent it from worsening further and viola, it's wearing of specs to work. ARRGH~!!!! when i reach office? my eye was completely cleared!! damn it.... it's just not my day ain't it? and it's my first day of the monthly cycle! it's just making everything worse.....!

still have lessons to attend tonight! hope my mood will be better soon!!

updates @ 2.16pm: now it's my right eye's turn! the lowerlid is swelling for no reasons~! arrgh!! have already taken the medication and i hope it'll reduce the swell soon! *prays hard* i can practically feel it swelling bigger and bigger......

what's happening to me today?! =(