i really miss my yeye lots now. i cant control my tears again when i sees his pictures in the PC. i miss him dearly... till now, i'm not able to accept the fact that my dearest yeye has left us. he just looked like he's sleeping soundly. when mum called on sunday to ask me to rush home asap cause yeye was in a critical condition, my heart sank immediately. crying and praying in my heart that yeye will be alright while rushing home. but when the doctor came out and told us the bad news, i was really devasted. i miss my yeye's daily calls, asking about each of us without fail... i miss going to yeye's shop, finding yeye in his favourite spot and calling him... i miss the times whenever yeye will ask me to check his prepaid card balance... i miss the times we'll have all the celebrations in yeye's shop... i miss everything we shared with yeye.... yeye have been giving me money every week to save for my studies when he's around, and now i promise yeye i wont spend every cent of the money i've saved so far. i'll use it for my studies and obtain good results, just for yeye. i have yet to obtain my degree to show to yeye. i have yet to call yeye to ask if he's alright, and now i do not have to the chance to do so anymore. there's just so many things i have yet to do for yeye, and this will be one of my regret in my life now. 爷爷, 安心走... 您永远会在我们的心里. somewhere too far for us to find. |